Don’t you leave me here in the pouring rain, If I pretended to be different, well I’d still feel the same, I’ll give you anything you think that you … Leave a Comment on Disturbing Video Shows Nine-Year-Old Pleading for Help After Saying She’s Being Abused: “Why Don’t You Believe Me?” Distressing video is circulating on social media today of a nine-year-old girl claiming to be the subject of sexual abuse at the hands of her mother's boyfriend. 17:eleven And the beast that used to be, and isn't, even he's the 8th, and is of the seven, and goeth into perdition. 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Don’t take this the wrong way, but did this actually happen or are you as a writer, telling a story to help others who have had such stories to tell? Calls all women “Darlin’” and flatters them. etc. Hoping to impact others’ harmonizing as we sing the same “song” in the same “band.”, Thank you for your voice & solidarity, Wendy. by Patti Page. I am sending so much love and support your way. I do not know of any writers who have made up a story of abuse and passed it off as their own, and in the name of “helping.” However, perhaps what you were wondering and asking is if I had combined common experiences and feelings of abuse survivors and created a piece of writing based on those stories? I’ve read through your responses that are filled with truth and kindness for others. I can see things with my eyes closed, but it's different (everything is one color, purple, and although it's all a bit fuzzy, I can see it a hundred yards away). It’s been almost 20 years since then. A recording by Joni James (MGM Records catalog number 11333) reached No. ❤️. I tune my bass, guitars, and violin to it. I hear and feel the truth in your words. I thank God that He rescued you. Our first response should always be to believe the victim. I thank God for that, too. There must be something wrong with you If you don't believe in me Believe in me Certainly I'm no stranger oh no And you've heard of me I'm sure Because I brought you lots of good things So many times before I'm working year after year Every day of my life I've been sweating and toiling I Believe Sophie Ellis-Bextor. here’s a *hug* … sending courage and love …. You’re very talented at writing, and I’m sure, speak for many who are not able. That he was my boss. Way better than oranges. That he was old enough to be my father. Why don't you believe me? Album - By Request - on DECCA Records in 1964. It won’t matter to you that he chose mine. If the abuse was the first betrayal, that will be […] I have no doubt this will all be used at some point toward the greater narrative – the one where ‘good’ wins in the end. Lyrics for Why Don't You Believe Me? I wish you did not know that fear… and I am thankful we are not alone. I too had to go to a BHU and receieve counselling and SSRI meds. Stroked my dreams. PS: You are so right that this happens more than we know. By the idea that maybe he still had it. “I’ve never loved anyone this much,” he added. A sitting duck. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m grateful for your blessing and for your words. Exactly. I'm not lying, or crazy. God has His eyes on you..ones filled with tears and ones that are smiling. Be nice.”. I was married to one for too many years. Your words will help some others understand … there will be those who call us the whore , but in our souls we know the truth. “To help others. ❤️. “Forgive and forget like Christ.” What you mean is “Be quiet. Bless you. That I curl up and die from this secret. I believe you and the countless others that have the courage to speak the truth. What makes you refuse to see? He could make you believe you should want such harm. That I was his target. Thank you for your courage to share your story. It will not matter that I nearly died. ❤️, In 1987 I worked as a probation officer in rural NEW and saw much sexual violence. Print and download Why Don't You Believe Me sheet music by Patti Page. Sharing your sorrow. Label: MGM Records - MGM-EP-504 • Format: Vinyl EP, 7 Joni James - Why Don't You Believe Me (1954, Vinyl) | Discogs I relieve you of all burden to meet my expectations. Again…Thank you for bravely sharing part of your incredible story! Shame on those who did not, but who caused further harm with a spiritually abusive response to the truth. I pray for your continued healing and for all of those hurt by abuse. Why don't you believe me? It looked fine to me. I was reflecting on my initial response to you and I’d like to clarify – I am not calling you an insensitive person. I don’t trust you and I don’t expect you to trust me. I also know what it means to speak from, and for, the tiny self in a voice loud enough to be heard, only to be scorned by the religious establishment. Molested. Hey Coni … love you too, and thankful for your support and your words full of kindness. I’ve been groomed. It just isn't fair [Chorus:] Here is a heart that is lonely Here is a heart you can take Here is a heart for you only That you can keep or break How else can I tell you… 17:10 And there are seven kings: 5 are fallen, and one is, [and] the opposite isn't but come; and whilst he cometh, he have to maintain a brief house. How will I not tolerate it if I have no other options? So much looking the other way. Questions like, “Is there hope anywhere else?” I believe there is. My healing has been messy. Thanks for sharing!! Obama goes to die first after which the Anti-Christ aka Dajjal who used to be probably the most earlier 7 Presidents will take his location! Oh! If the abuse was the first betrayal, that will be the second. You need to have 100% confidence in yourself and what you want in life, for others to be able to get behind you and believe in you. ", "Your Cheating Heart," &qu… read more. That “It was a long time ago.” That I was a troubled, addicted girl. That we should “Give the guy a break.” It will matter that “People change and grow.” That I never yelled “Stop” or “Help” or “No.” That I chose “an affair” and didn’t care it was wrong. Why don’t you believe me? Dear Cyndie, So much pain. Trump-esque. This was never your fault. ❤️, Oh Cyndie. You are worth it, no matter your age now. You and all the victims matter. I started eating it, but it had a dead bug in it. May you roar with the truth of your story. To be anyone I need you to be in order to feel safe. To tell the truth. Your parents hurt you, offended you, maybe even abused you, and they NEVER listened to you. No one deserves to be abused; on the contrary, you deserve care and protection. More times than I can count. You want us to believe you? I love only you Here is a heart that is lonely Here is a heart you can take Here is a heart for you only That you can keep or break How else can I tell you, what more can I do? HOWEVER, I hear your legitimate questions. I won’t unpack why right now, but I may in the future as I continue to write. That I don’t make it any more awkward for them. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story. U cn go star in it. This is almost my story exactly. It matters. Because your insane, try giving up the drugs that should fix it. You matter, and should not be swept under any rug. *hugs*. Reminded me I still needed him: I’m sad that you’re quitting the band. I believe you too. That I stick to that story to keep playing along. 17) and he'll serve an additional time period in workplace after the dying of Obama (seventh king). A test run on a girl who longed to be special, to belong to a dad, to be held and protected. May God bless and keep you dear woman. These things should not be! Thank you for your bravery. That would be one of the most unhelpful and dishonoring things for other victims. (What it is to be a girl. The senior pastor wouldn’t hear of it, and rebuked the person that complained, telling them they were a messenger of satan. It will not matter that he knew all of this, cashed in on my leftover innocence. That with that came a responsibility to respect and not use and abuse me. I've told you so often the way that I care Why don't you believe me? You have many gifts, but the gift of courage and strength came with a price. Thanks for believing me, Rebecca. I wish i could put the true fear of God into him and force him and his cowardly wife to watch as their congregation and children abandon them, demanding, “How could you be such a monster? So, although I cannot give you advice, this is what I can tell you: Abuse does not have to leave physical injury in order to justify our removing ourselves from it or making hard but necessary changes – whether permanent or temporary. I pray what you have written here will go far in delivering Jesus cleanly away from the clutches of the euro-centric patriarchal hierarchy and back into the hands of the people. I bet he was such an amazing kid! In the end, taking the stand was worth it. Is there hope anywhere else? Thank you for the blessing, and may you also experience God’s love deeply in the days to come. . Make the world pay attention? Too much. I am so sorry this wolf dressed himself as a shepherd and harmed you so badly. Thank you for overcoming the incredible pressure to be the nice girl. I stand for all of us who suffer at the hands of those predators flaunting themselves in the Triple C. ❤. The senior pastor was told that he was ‘trouble’ and that he was being inappropriate with me. Although not to the degree of your story, I have my own stories, and have seen too many girls/women experience abuse. As i write this i am approching my 63rd birthday, i am medicated just to make thru the day. If no one else witnessed, did the bad things really happen? If a tree falls in the woods and no one is there to hear it, does it still make a sound? It is called “I Don’t Trust You” and was written by a lovely woman named Natalie Chalmers. These men betrayed you and abused their position and their power. She had 7 top hits, including "Why Don't You Believe in Me? Law enforcement prosecuted cases where the statue of limitations qualified. Primary victims and the rest who are victimized by the web of deceit, manipulation, shame to the gospel and mockery of our God, who is the father of lights. Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for sharing. I join with others in prayer, that there is change. Join Yahoo Answers and get 100 points today. But I am continuing to trust the God of process in this process … Thankful for this step within it. “I wanted to show you what you’d be missin’.”. Greatly. Soon after, without a word, he did one of his worst – a wine bottle between my legs. That I started a new life. And so deeply torturous to hold it too. Why don't you believe me I love only you. If I could I would give you a sister hug. Love you too, and thankful for these words of validation and encouragement. That years went by. I have a similar story that happened with my youth pastor-and 23 years later, am pushing to make it public. Amazing how so many of us share the superpowers you defined. God is at work within you..healing, helping. Keep it a secret-for the sake of the church. He will lose his credibility if you speak out. It will matter that I absorb his shame. Yes … it’s really difficult to speak. Against his. So many women are speaking out. I believe you – and will take it a little further. I’ve long hated trying to fit into that part of the “church story” and I’m thankful for the clarity of your “he-said/you-said/we-paint-a-nice-picture” delineation. I have heard the sentiment, “Keep it a secret for the sake of the church” communicated many times both implicitly and explicitly to myself and to others. And when I finally got brave enough to open up, I discover that *I* “allowed” and “enabled” his abuse because I didn’t speak out. Compliments were never really doled out to us kids. I wonder where he is and if he has ever had to face his past… The senior pastor was being inappropriate in his own right (trying very hard to find someone to have a flirtation/affair with), so he wasn't interested in dealing with my abuser because there was mud on his own doorstep. It made all the difference for me. It will not matter that I finally broke free. But, our God heals and heals. I've had multiple dreams that later came true. Bb Cm F Dm7 (Please believe, please believe, please believe) Dm7 Dbm Eb F Bb Why don't you believe me..it just isn't fair. Sam, My tinnitus is a perfect C flat. Love you, my friend. Dear Cyndie, I believe you. Still have questions? That he made me bleed between my thighs. It looked fine to me. Could be, I suppose: Me, the great and mighty Super Slanderer, a dangerous man-ruiner, curled up on the floor, shaking in my blanket-cape, magic powers of shocked and cold, naked and sore. … Yes. I only discovered them last week. And you’re so right … So much looking the other way. In addition to writing and counseling, Cyndie also makes songs and trips over her own feet following Jesus. God knows all….He knows what that pedophile did to you. (Just not his own.) May your heart continue to experience the goodness of your name. That he’s always been tall, dark, and handsome. So is the little girl within you. always an encouragement to my heart. by Dean Martin. Thank you for this resource, Debby, and for these beautiful words to this dear woman. eleven:20 Then shall rise up in his property a raiser of taxes [in] the respect of the dominion: however inside few days he will probably be destroyed, neither in anger, nor in struggle. Bless you! And you, Mrs: how could you not say anything?” And the fact that others are culpable, “everyone knew”, is horrifying beyond the extreme. #1. Like you wrote, naming our abusers takes courage and the accepting the likelihood hood of being retraumatized by the doubts and unbiblical advice the church directs toward victims. I’ve spent my life protecting others. I think what people often mean when they say, “Keep it a secret for the sake of the church” is “Don’t mess up our appearance, don’t rock the boat, you’ll make our numbers fall, etc. Niceness is dangerous. Thanks, Jennyth. His soft and too-young fantasy. Prove it. I am holding so many stories of the sexual harm done to me, and if I tell them, I know I won’t be believed. Rev. I’ll back up a bit. Words can’t express my sorrow for you and my awe at your strength. Thr makng a sequel to xmen 1st class...with the llllllovelyyy j.lawrence hhhmmmm. I believe you, truly. I believe you! Because you've made some very extraordinary claims and didn't bother to back them up with evidence or... well, anything. Raped at a very young age. Why don't you believe in me? It took me a courage I didn’t know I had to stand up to this monstrous bully. And thank God that your healing has reached a point where you could share your story. Here’s a *hug* if you’re ok with that. Fed by the thrill of my inexperience. The angel Gabriel instructed me in Aug. 1973 whilst i used to be in Phillipsbrug, Montana that Jimmy Carter will end up the Anti-Christ, and that he's going to difference his title, and divorce his spouse! It makes me so damn angry. Wow! Went to school, sang in choir, became someone’s wife. Instead, I would like to accentuate how virtually everything we do has a spiritual motive or a sexual motive — if not both. That it was so familiar it felt like home. I don’t know what other way I would take your question to me except to feel that it’s an insensitive first response to the true story I have shared and it’s unnecessary. Wait. A bird told me "not that one, not that one," as I reached for a tangelo. I’m really really sorry to read that you experienced everything you did and that the ties are still there for you to have to deal with. He will die a couple of days after he increases taxes! Until then, you're just another delusional internet crackpot. I cannot imagine what it took to write this… thank you for sharing it with the world. Wow, Jason. I believe you, and your story breaks my heart. It makes me sick that this man is fooling everyone and that we as a church care more about keeping the peace than championing for justice! I haven’t named mine yet. I can tell you where in the adjacent room you are just by closing my eyes. Teaches them supposed learned lessons. SKU: MN0109122 Thank you for being a truth trailblazer. My heart keeps returning to that little boy who began being so harmed before first grade. “Why did you do that?” I later asked. You matter, I believe you and your word alone is enough. I see them. Especially ‘cause I’d never had a real boyfriend. Thank you for sharing your story. Soon, very soon. You mentioned the concept of grooming … I unpacked it in this article, but am hoping to write more generally about it some time soon. It will matter that he’s made marriage a ministry. That now he gives God all the glory. Thank you so much for having the courage to share this… I believe you… I understand your pain and I am sure God does know it all… He is your strength…. He is “successful. I don’t know you or the day-to-day specifics of your family, life, and situation beyond what you have shared here, and for this reason and others, I cannot give you specific advice about what to do next. More victims were discovered as a result. So much misogyny. The reason people refuse to believe in you is due to the fact that they don’t see what you see.They don’t have the kind of vision you have. Further, I sincerely believe we are in a time wherein God is very much about the business of changing all of that. It was not your fault! And I hear so clearly the desperate cries of your heart. Silence is so painful and we believe if we just get it out it will be better, too often it truly is met with even more painful “abuse”. I know this feeling. May God copiously bless you all. He is in it for the long haul. We were surrounded by believers and others who protected us. My heart shatters for the girl that you were and also for the woman you have become that is still recovering from this abuse. Let me guess why you don't believe in God. This is my story. 1 on the Billboard charts in 1952. I spoke the difficult and dirty truth. The consequences of that for women have been horrendous. Thanks, Haley. I know this happens way more than we will ever know on this side of eternity. “To share your story,” some of you say. Thanks for sharing this, Cynthia. That it felt good to be chosen. He has an amazing reputation in the community. Especially when you are a charity, a lot of people show up for the food, rent money or other benefits and aren’t really there to get close to God. Stood 6-foot-5 at the door and shook his head. And, I believe IN YOU as you make this courageous journey. Why Positive Affirmations Don't Work Medically reviewed by Scientific Advisory Board — Written by Sophie Henshaw, DPsych on March 20, 2014 Control your thoughts and you create your reality. I don’t know what this will look like for you, but I can hear the bravery and desire for emotional safety and rest in your words. I’m so encouraged to hear about the support and care you and others received. Our van drivers are never alone and Classes always have helpers. False claims of sexual harassment, abuse, and assault are so extremely rare. View credits, reviews, tracks and shop for the 1954 Vinyl release of Why Don't You Believe Me on Discogs. It seems the intersection of sexual abuse with the christian religion complicates things exponentially. But that didn’t happen. That he warns men of “gals” like me. I’ve never heard them put into words like this… In a way that truly shows the idiocy of people’s determination to live by their own narrative. Thank you, Mary Jane. The entire culture venerates the male and views women as ‘less than’ at best and ‘jezebel’ at worst. My dear one…I believe you! Vilified, rejected, exiled. Only God can give the healing. Vilified, rejected, exiled. And shame on any writer who would write something like this if it were not true and try to pass it off as if it were. God intervened. People tell me this man is repentent and has changed. Is a 27 yr old unmarried woman considered a spinster? That getting away took being hospitalized. Let all know that we have their backs. I have NO doubt that he will face God’s wrath some day! You’re a brave woman yourself. Not one predator should be sheilded by the church. That I felt from the stage his eyes each week. I don’t know. Stand up. That even his violence presented like charm. What if the only two who know are the dying pine and the force that brought her down? We've had enough time to find what we are The reason we should be walking in the dark But now we should know how cruel love can be You take so long to say, it only makes it harder It’s worse than that. Your Dad wasn't even around. There were 133 churches in town. That you still won’t believe once you have it. Thank you. Therapists and psychiatrists give us “coping skills” words we supposedly can use to stop ‘enabling’ him. Forgiveness is one thing. I've not decided which yet. OK, there is always the divorce option… the courts don’t really care why we’re seeking divorce, and maybe that is the best option. May God’s comfort and peace be to your heart. I turned the light on in a room full of dark secrets. Praise the Lord as God ushers in the Divine Feminine. You used the word “shepherd” – This word is often used to describe pastors, but as a point of clarification in case there was confusion, this man was not my pastor, but someone I worked for. Yes. That I take at least half the blame. To uphold the relationship’s integrity. I’ll start with this, so you can see how it happens. As a Marine and as a professional martial artist and self defense instructor. Exploited my need. "Why Don't You Believe Me?" I had to take a stand and risk all relationships and the possible turnmoil and alienation. There is no out for us… if we run, the hospital doesn’t have a place for us. That now he gives God all the glory. You are bound to the Father Who loves you, and will always hold you. Happy Sonship NPO | All Rights Reserved 2017, The Ultimate Guide For First Time Christian Sex, The Top 14 Most Hilarious Christian Memes, #YesImAChristian And This is My Christian Hope, Dear Christians, Jesus Was An Asylum Seeker, Jesus The Republican Presidential Candidate, http://beautifuldaughterjer2911.blogspot.ca/, CONTROL (The Addiction That Is Costing The Church Its Freedom), Those Who Suffer From Mental Health Problems Are Not A Failure. But when it comes to sexual abuse, the victim carries the shame which should be carried by the perpetrator. May God heal you and give you wisdom! Respected, expensive, and dressed well. May the Joy of the Lord (which is crushing the darkness) be your strength. I was believed, but nothing was done to help me. I wish I could be an angel of vengeance to tear him from his stage. Daddy God orchestrated my healing, from the beginning ’til now – and it is perfect. I believe you – and you are beyond courageous. Hugs and blessings sent your way. We have no visible wounds. Wait. Not just about sexual abuse, but about many other injustices that go on. It will not matter that he was a pro. My entire story is here if you're interested: It will be her word against his. That was the first night I tested it; the cat was walking around for like an hour. The personal details of incest and molestation, which started before first grade, are not necessarily important. I believe you … that it happened and that it’s been buried and has felt like a shattering, especially as your story and heart have begun to stir for help within you. Watch the video for Why Don't You Believe Me from The Duprees's All-Time Greatest Hits for free, and see the artwork, lyrics and similar artists. It will matter that he said he was sorry. I don’t know what that will look like in your community or for you personally, but you have named some options already. I am no longer a victim. Thank you for these reminders. I know for a fact that my abuser was subsequently accused of molesting a stepdaughter, but was not convicted. That he held the power in more ways than one. How did you know? Many still refuse to believe me, more inside the Church than outside. Copy and paste lyrics and chords to the key changer, select the key you want, then click the button "Click Here". My family has no idea of what I have experienced. Her fan base even included Asia and the Philippines. Lyrics to 'Believe In Me' by Sophie Pecora. Album Read My Lips . But even though I did that at great cost, and still continue to pay, I am convinced of my prize. I don’t trust you. I’ve read this comment several times – thank you for sharing your thoughts! (I am no longer entangled in it and have not been for many years. I am free. That’s what really matters.”. http://beautifuldaughterjer2911.blogspot.ca/. Change…Yes! And I believe you. The kind of death needed for new life. These soul ties must be destroyed for sexual healing of the predator or his prey take place. I haved chosen to name the religious right in my story the Triple C ( Conservative Christian Club). I’m saddened by what I’ve read here today, mostly for you, but also for your readers. Confused? What you’ve said matters immensely. How can I make my eyes bamby like or sheepish for the odd occasion . It's you I adore Forever and ever, can I promise more? It will matter to you that I keep the peace. If you want to change the "Key" on any song, click here for the easiest way possible. Lillian Brooks released it on the single Sentimental Fool Am I in 1960. I can flip a coin to the side I want 80% of the time. Jesus warned about wolves in sheep’s clothing but there is so much hidden, unconfessed and covered up sin swept under the rug of counterfeit grace. Your poetic writing here tells the pain of your story and I believe you. Take your time. I’m now the age he was when I met him. Truly. Thank you for courageously sharing your story. Cheated on. Respected, [..] and dressed well”. Why Don't You Believe Me:Brenda Lee. It’s worse than that. Thank you for these words. Why don't you believe me It's you I adore For ever and ever Can I promise more. Cyndie Randall is a writer with a poetry degree and a therapist who once lived in a psych hospital. Michael B. Storms. You are not to be blamed! Paradoxically, many religious leaders, in Judaism and Christianity alike, deliberately do the unspeakable via soul ties in the spirit realm. Thanks for sharing this. Tangelos are a good fruit. It will not matter I was a broken lock to his prowling key. With a standing ovation, Or an honourable mention, If I was better in high school, Would the medals that they gave to me, Help you to believe me? A grandpa to cute little babies. You are Salt and Light. Thank you for fighting for your life. It is not embellished or fabricated in any way. My heart was truly broken into tiny shards i am sure i am still lookking for some of the pieces. I believe you. #churchtooChristian livingChristian Perspectivedear churchforgivenessfreedomMy Story Of Sexual Abuse. As I say in my speaking and writing. Ergo, men who deliberately damage and degredate others via rape, incest, and infidelity, etc., often do so at the behest of Satanic spirits. Obama may be in Dan. You have to be extra careful who you see getting close to who. What's wrong with living on benefits/welfare? It will matter that he mentors husbands. The exacerbation. And I have truly been amazed at just how completely He does heal. There are no words. That no one told him “NO.” That I didn’t either. I believe you. Joni James was born Giovanna Joan … Yes it is, Nikki! I’m praying for that too. I agree with several of the things you’ve expressed here. Bless you for sharing to help others, even though it revives pain and risks censure. That THAT’S WHAT GROOMING IS FOR. Maybe you’ve only been valued for one aspect for most of your life, like being smart, so it’s impossible to see your worth in others, like being a good listener. I didn't have a child back then but now I do and I never doubt her. #Me too. I think it’s so natural to feel that way in the face of injustice. Paul said about such conduct, “May it never be”!! There was no next time. For example, be it smoking, drinking, using drugs, getting tattooed, watching sports, or even listening to music, our choice to engage in these activities transcends our personality. Why Don't You Believe Me by Lillian Brooks was written by Leroy W. Rodde, Lew Douglas and Luther King Laney and was first recorded and released by Joni James - Orchestra conducted by Lew Douglas in 1952. Quitting the band women as ‘ LESS than ’ at worst be ”! show you what you ’ quitting. Youth leader it seems the intersection of sexual abuse sin to go a. 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